Wrestling
I find this to be a most intriguing text, the kind of text that, as you keep turning it over in your mind, you think you get then quickly realize that you still have not plumbed it to the bottom. I was flipping through one of my wife's poetry books, The New Oxford Book of English Verse, 1250-1950, and came across this poem by Charles Wesley, "Wrestling Jacob." The particular way he puts a Christological twist, or christotelic twist, is most intriguing. Enjoy.
WRESTLING JACOB
Charles Wesley (1707-1788)
COME, O Thou Traveller unknown,
Whom
still I hold, but cannot see,
My
company before is gone,
And
I am left alone with Thee.
With
Thee all night I mean to stay,
And
wrestle till the break of day.
I
need not tell Thee who I am,
My
misery, or sin declare,
Thyself
hast call'd me by my name,
Look
on thy hands, and read it there,
But
who, I ask Thee, who art Thou?
Tell
me thy name, and tell me now.
In
vain Thou strugglest to get free,
I
never will unloose my hold:
Art
Thou the Man that died for me?
The
secret of thy love unfold;
Wrestling
I will not let Thee go,
Till
I thy name, thy nature know.
'Tis
all in vain to hold thy tongue,
Or
touch the hollow of my thigh:
Though
every sinew be unstrung,
Out
of my arms Thou shalt not fly;
Wrestling
I will not let Thee go,
Till
I thy name, thy nature know.
My
strength is gone, my nature dies,
I
sink beneath thy weighty hand,
Faint
to revive, and fall to rise;
I
fall, and yet by faith I stand,
I
stand, and will not let Thee go,
Till
I thy name, thy nature know.
Yield
to me now--for I am weak;
But
confident in self-despair:
Speak
to my heart, in blessings speak,
Be
conquer'd by my instant prayer,
Speak,
or Thou never hence shalt move,
And
tell me, if thy name is LOVE.
'Tis
Love, 'tis Love! Thou diedst for me,
I
hear thy whisper in my heart.
The
morning breaks, the shadows flee:
Pure
UNIVERSAL LOVE Thou art,
To
me, to all, thy bowels move,
Thy
nature, and thy name is LOVE.
Contented
now upon my thigh
I
halt, till life's short journey end;
All
helplessness, all weakness I,
On
Thee alone for strength depend,
Nor
have I power, from Thee, to move;
Thy
nature, and thy name is LOVE.
Lame
as I am, I take the prey,
Hell,
earth, and sin with ease o'ercome;
I
leap for joy, pursue my way,
And
as a bounding hart fly home,
Thro'
all eternity to prove